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When I was about 7 or 8 years old, I had a number of
encounters with what the American psychologist, Stanislav Grof, aptly describes
as the VOID. These encounters were in
the form of a series of lucid dreams over a period of some months. By lucid I
mean I that was fully conscious during them and as such the dreams were as 'real'
(if not more so) as being physically awake in this reality, as opposed to the vagueness normally associated
with dreams.
The experience was terrifying to me as a child because the
VOID had no actual form and as such was empty, yet paradoxically 1
was so big as to be seemingly infinite (even though I couldn't conceptualise
infinite at the time), hence my childhood perception that it was HUGE. But
perhaps more disturbing to me as a child was that IT could not be defined in
any terms of this reality in that it had no tangible presence even
though I was intimately aware of its presence (a paradox). Thus, there was no sound, no
sight, no taste, no smell, no feel and no emotion about it, and yet somehow I
was fully aware of its presence.
NOTE 1: Whatever 'the Void' is or was, I do not believe I was in the conscious presence of God during the experience. As I was to discover a few months later during my Near Death Experience, my experiences involving the conscious presence of God were always accompanied by waves of unconditional love that our Creator has for us. By contrast, the Void as I experienced it seemed to be completely devoid of any emotion.
I had a recurrence of this experience many years
later as a young adult.
Having experienced the VOID, I am now able to grasp the
scientific concept of the notion postulated by quantum physicist,
Dr David Bohm, of an "implicate enfolded order
which exists in an un-manifested state and which is the foundation upon which
all manifest reality rests." 2
To quote Stanislav Grof on page 30 of his book, 'The Cosmic
Game':
"When we encounter the Void, we
feel that it is primordial emptiness of cosmic proportions and relevance. We
become pure consciousness aware of this absolute nothingness; however at the same
time we have a paradoxical sense of its essential fullness. This cosmic vacuum
is also a plenum (full assembly) since nothing seems to be missing in it. While
it does not contain anything in a concrete manifest form, it seems to comprise
all of existence in a potential form. In this paradoxical way we can transcend
the usual dichotomy (division into two) between emptiness and form, or
existence and non-existence. However, the possibility of such a resolution
cannot be adequately conveyed in words; it has to be experienced to be
understood." 3
Grof's description expresses my sentiments exactly; there are simply no words to describe the experience because it transcends this reality.
1. See: PARADOXES
by Alex Paterson
2. Source: 'The Implicate Order' by Dr David
Bohm.
3. Source: 'The Cosmic Game' by Stanislav
Grof p30
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